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| So, I feel as though every sunrise this past fall has been nearly wasted. So beautiful, warm, inviting. Later. | | |
| whats a dream got to do with reality
when reality has to do with pain and death
whats a dream got to do with the heart
when a gun can cause cardiac arrest
whats a dream got to do with love
when love is a wild beast that maims
whats a dream got to do with you
falling off a cliff, silent and with grace
me watching over in agony
whats a dream got to do with you
looking so vivid, like the tulips in may
whats a dream got to do with reality
heart, love, you
whats a dream got to do with me
if i dream life away. | | |
| It's half past one past nine
It's dark and warm but sunny
I'm confused as to where time is
My glass of cranberry is standing still
Red and lively, I'll add some gin
To bring it to life and those around
Drinking up to the strangest day
Three weeks past, thirty five since march
Rest in peace you crazy coock. | | |
| I'll miss you carrysize
Where are you Gedas
Today was a day just short of great. It has to do I guess.
You say simple put;
"you lack the heart, the glow, the ferver
to raise my ashes to the heavens
keep me afloat for the rest of my life
and as we age together I return to ash
to the ground where you lie."
I reply;
"The heart I once had beats with a weaker passion,
I raise you to heaven no less, but
a fire that burns you though you are ash
hurts, wears you, turns you into something you're not
we'll return to the ground one day
but together is something time will see"
You cry out and I wave no more
But your words pierce the hand not made of stone
" Dearest bafoon, over whoom did you for this time so loom
Was I not to be the first and last, to hold and curse?
Were you not to make me laugh, hold me close
As demanded by loving trust?
Why must you hurt me so..."
"Stop" I say, "Stop...
I will hear no more, I am no good for this love of yours
You say it is your choice to make, I refuse
To take your smile, and your hate
I refuse to have you cry, over my deeds
That you don't deserve to take
My evil will end and your love will fade
I hope to be a memory for my greedy sake
Just that much.
Just that little
You say no more
And I realize it's a dream from which I don't wake.
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| Sup Gedas
Woke up today and i was fine... and then a big headache came oww... >>(>.<) yeah oww. i got lifeguarding. i had a great day yesterday. I love to teach how to swim. If only i was allowed to be in the water too... joanne - edgie - nestene next wednesday you feel my watery wrath. Joanne I love you tons for what you do for me. <3 i'll give you a new cd soon and i'll take you out after finals. Hold tight i'm crossing my fingers for you too. muah. | | |
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